there is not time for the rest of my amsterdam adventure. i am living in the absoulte moment and each day is a new adventure waiting to be explored. the internet place has a terrible key board.
india. a strange odd land. My feelings are so mixed at this moment. i am longing and lost. i am the only female travler at the hotel. All others are leaving that are from america.
there is not much help from the hotel people and i met somone at the hotel last night named shiva,he gave me the inner inside to india and traveling as a female. he also said he was a guru. he has lived her for seven years and used to be a New yorkers. he gave me much insight and have very long conversation about the men here and how i need to be carful and such and he told me recent stories which are too terrible to reacount.
as of at this moment, i am told not just to wonder the streets. i feel kinda of stuck at my hotel. not sure how to get around. althought my hotel place is safe i feel unsafe. My body never fully went to sleep, i was in alter mode the whole night. it felt as if i never went to bed. Even bring my camera or guide book are not good either. i need a better bad and shoulder strap purses are bad bad, bad.
i woke up at 5am. it is very dirty here and there is so much noise. No hot water. i woke up to sounds of glass being sweept off a dirt road, a women pucking her brians out for several hours. Dogs roaming wild and there choas going on with the dogs. it is hard for me to conjure up the words to describe india. It is nothing like the u.s. I already apprecited so mucheventhough i have been here for less then 24 hours. walk outisde the hotel and so much is to bee seen.
Nothing is free here and people stop for cows, not red lights.
last night when i arrive i had a good driver from airport, and was greeted with chi and biscuts, shiva, told me that he has only seen that three times in the last seven years. he said that i was a very speacial person and that i have good energy and what people want most of all, is your enengy. there were some other connections made between us. shiva seem to be able to read me like a book. he has made my first few hours of india feel safe and comfortable. shiva told me it is very high in me to have a spiritual awakening and i was born in the year of the indigo child. he told me several things about myself, most, i already know.
until next time............... stay tunned
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