Had a hard time going to sleep the night before so I hit the bar for 1 more glass of wine and went back to the room and took an Ambien! The whole Temezcal and book weirdness thing is getting to me a little bit. My brain would not stop going back and forth with questions etc and I had to find a way to make it stop, hence the Ambien. I have to admit, I love those litle boogers! Gotta be careful though, they make you do crazy shit and you don't remember a bit of it... be warned!!! But, it does put me to sleep when I need to shut down! If you take one turn off your phone and don't talk to anyone, blow out all the candles and by all means don't turn on the stove...I learned those lessons the hard way...I"ll elaborate on some of those stories some other time!
The highlight today was my 2 hour date with my new boyfriend Joel. Not really my new boyfriend, but I"ve spent more time naked with him this week than I have with any other man in a a long time. 2 hour massage with Joel. It's a balsamic mayan massage. AMAZING.. of course, I have to get up to pee right in the middle of it, but that was just a speed bump... I HAD to go, then it was right back to Joel's magic hands!!!!
I was determined to finish my book today. It's taken me so long to read it. I brought 3 and have not even finished the first one yet. So I headed to the beach and found a quiet spot to indulge. Nice spot, beautiful day. The server came up and asked if I needed anything while I was reading about Ana and her husband Jose. Guess what the servers name was.... Jose.... I know, I'm in Mexico and it's no by any stretch an uncommon name, but given the circumstances it still strikes me as bizarro world! Another odd similarity I failed to mention is that the guy narrating the story in the book is a single guy visiting tropical beaches around the world ALONE. The story began when he left on his trip on the 1st of January, same as me! Cooky, huh???
Had a late dinner tonight. Lobster in the main dining room w/more corn pie, coffee & wine for dessert! The food in this place is outstanding!!! Sure didn't reach my weight loss or body cleanse goals but I damn sure got the Rest & Relaxation part down 100%!!!
Took one last walk out on the Pier since it was my last night. It was a beautiful clear night. I could see all the stars in the sky, not a cloud in sight. It's a pretty desolate place so there are no lights around and the sky is full and bright!!! At the end of the peir alone as I was in awe of the sky and the wide open space is when it dawned on me that I was at the end of a very long pier and there is NOTHING out there but me, the sky & the water.... It was beautiful and I wanted to enjoy it longer but my better sense kicked in and I realized I could be plucked away in to the night and nobody, I mean nobody would know which way I went. So... I went back to my baclony and enjoyed the view from the hammock instead!!!
Didn't have much to pack, just a backpack so I went right to bed!!
I have a bit left in the book, but I can't stay up to read it. I plan to finish it on the way home tomorrow. It's never taken me this long to read a book!!!
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