Often we see darkness haunts us from the past and fears that will come. But little that we see the goodness or even appreciate them. Both evolves around us and most of the time we deny all these good things and yet worry about those other one.
I kept telling myself to not even think about these fears but then again, how can we run away from it or ignore it. Thinking positive all the time? hmmm... Someone mentioned me to take refuge over the good things in life, things that can make you happy....But does that solves it? I am not too sure but maybe delaying, yes. Somehow yes, it works but only a little. I don't really know about anyone else's view about this tho but the moment you stop thinking about your happy thoughts, those fears came back double the pain.
Anyway, I realized that no matter how much of anyone else's effort to help solving any challenges that you have, it all ends to you. You will be the only one to face it and solve it. Hate to admit this but it is really true. No one, no one at all can help you accept you.
Support. Yea...support is everywhere around you, your love ones, families, friends and your enemies too. They are just supporters tho. For some, they take advantage and risking others to their own advantage. But in the end, the sufferings will go back to you.
I seek for a journey that will bring me to joy and happiness. I for one have not felt that for a long long time.
And yes, its my birthday...
Adelyn Prudente
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